.......... !!

Had no clue how everything in my life revolved around you .

Whenever I miss you .. trust me I do that really often..an overwhelming sense of peace and love surrounds me..

My contacts list still has Mum's no in it ...just not able to delete it .. feels good to see you there Mum.

Miss saying " Mumma  "  out loud.. I miss hearing you say " that's my daughter, she's no good " ... miss everything.. food,quarrels, sharing stuff, bringing you gifts.. asking money for a new dress ..

O God ! there are so many things..

I miss hearing you say " miss you beta... love you "  

I remember how we used to talk for hours and dad used to yell at us about the increasing bills..

You have given me so many memories to cherish  that sometimes I feel complete as if nothing has happened.

You are right here. 

when you were around, you always tried to bring out the best in  me , guide me and even now ... you are guiding me .. as to what is wrong and what's right, I can feel that drive that emotion.. 

Whatever it is .. it makes me feel as if you are with me and leaves a smile on my face .. 

You've graciously left a part of you within me .. I feel it.. : ) 

Day before yesterday I came across a video of you ... so soothing to watch you and hear you take my name... what more can I ask for..

Thank You Mumma...love you : )  I'm fine, You are right here   <3 <3 <3 <3