Saturday, February 19, 2011

Dazzle Mah Sweetheart..!

wanna b ur  sweetie pie...
     
     wanna b ur only love....
   
           wanna dazzle u every morning ...
   
                                  every night...

                                       every second..

wanna sing love songs to u 
  
    wanna lie beside you, always...
   
                         wanna hug you tight ...
        
                              wanna fly wid you, high n high n high ..


WANNA LIVE MY ENTIRE LIFE WITH YOU .... SWEETIE PIE...!!

U noe me !

Do u .. really noe me...??

Coz I don't, I have a rather hard time figuring it out.

Today I really don't know what am I gonna scribble here ..

I love you...

But I hate the way you judge me..

I love you...

But I hate the way you leave alone..

I love you...

But I hate when you say I irritate you..

I love you ..

Dunno y I do ...   And it's really strong....

Strong enough to conquer our rage
                  
Strong enough to conquer our ego's
                                            
Strong enough to let my anger fade away..
                        &
Strong enough to say I'm sorry..

ONE THING THIS STUPID.. STUPID.. HEART DOESN'T KNOW IS HOW TO HANDLE YOUR HATRED !!!!

 Then I say nasty things to you.. Trust me I'm as hurt as you are

Strange the reason of these fights my rage my hatred is LOVE

'Hatred' is merely a word... Coz Love is the only feeling I experience when I'm with you .

Fightin.. yellin... sobbin.. dancin... carin... jealous... is all my way of expressin.. my LOVE for you..







Sunday, February 6, 2011

When U ...

 It's d best feeling I'v ever experienced... I can't explain it in words.. 


 When U love me.. 
                           I ...  


  Feel complete...


             Feel secure...


                      Feel special..


                               Feel safe.. 
       
                                       Feel awesome...
                                                        
                                 Feel free... 


                         Feel divine...


             Feel wanted.... 


  Feel beautiful...




***  If There Is One Thing I Am Good At... It's Loving You .. ***


           
                            <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3



.........!!

                                                            Dunno wots goin on!!!!!!!!


... I guess Love is not enough ...
             
              With love....


          U ought to trust ...


      U ought to understand ...


                    &


    foremost U ought to respect ...


Iv made mistakes too n I am genuinely sorry fr everything.. 


 I love u  &  u wont understand this.


I am not least bit concerned of the number of fights we have,, the thing that bothers me 
is what do you actually feel for me..


when you love a person.. u always admire them in spite of all their shortcomings..!!


I LOVE YOU ... & will always do ...


Iv always been on your side .. and wotevr may happen will always be on your side.


It'll never change..


U'll never come across this post hence, u'll never understand how much I loved you .. 




                                      I LOVE YOU <3 
                     
                     I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU : )




Monday, January 24, 2011

.......... !!

Had no clue how everything in my life revolved around you .

Whenever I miss you .. trust me I do that really often..an overwhelming sense of peace and love surrounds me..

My contacts list still has Mum's no in it ...just not able to delete it .. feels good to see you there Mum.

Miss saying " Mumma  "  out loud.. I miss hearing you say " that's my daughter, she's no good " ... miss everything.. food,quarrels, sharing stuff, bringing you gifts.. asking money for a new dress ..


O God ! there are so many things..

I miss hearing you say " miss you beta... love you "  

I remember how we used to talk for hours and dad used to yell at us about the increasing bills..

You have given me so many memories to cherish  that sometimes I feel complete as if nothing has happened.

You are right here. 

when you were around, you always tried to bring out the best in  me , guide me and even now ... you are guiding me .. as to what is wrong and what's right, I can feel that drive that emotion.. 

Whatever it is .. it makes me feel as if you are with me and leaves a smile on my face .. 

You've graciously left a part of you within me .. I feel it.. : ) 

Day before yesterday I came across a video of you ... so soothing to watch you and hear you take my name... what more can I ask for..

Thank You Mumma...love you : )  I'm fine, You are right here   <3 <3 <3 <3